A new beginning...

I started this blog two years ago in the hope that was going to help me get through with everything that was going on back then, turns out it didn't work, I failed to do many things and one of them was this. I don't regret the "hectic" of my new life, but I regret the lack of appreciation for myself, the lack of focus and support I gave myself on this new era. In my seek of perfection I found only imperfections, failure and sadness. I come from a place where these words cannot be said in public, feelings are just that, to be felt not said, words are nothing more than syllables and is best to cry alone. I spent quite some time trying to forget or suppress those words, those feelings. The feelings of failure as a new mother, as a new wife, as a daughter, as a sister, as a student, as a new "working mother". I'm still struggling with a lot of those dark clouds but definitely writing brings a lot of peace to my heart and mind. Hopefully I can continue with my path and to all new mothers out there... It's ok to cry, scream and sleep, I hear y'all.